Strange day…
Where do I start about this very odd day.
The whole day I had a view of a gathering to celebrate and question life of a 26 who committed suicide… His friends brought in his red sport car that he was working on. People were gathering and looking at this silent object, that couldn’t bring anybody closer to finding the answer to all the unanswered questions. I have never met or known this boy, but this silent memento parked on the sidewalk for the day was just too much for me today. The only thought left in my head was; “ I never want to have to bury my child” if she never considers killing herself and makes choices that will keep her and others around her safe then we did a good job as parents and I should just be happy. I’m not saying that his parents didn’t raised him right, not at all. I know that they did the best they could.
It was a wonderful, sunny hot spring day, flowers everywhere. A good day to celebrate ones life.
At the end of the service everybody went outside and attached a note to a white ballon. A huge cluster of about 100 balloons flew up into heavens to send a message of forgiveness.
Shortly after all guest had left a spring storm rolled in and hit the building next to us. The chimney pieces went flying around the neighborhood. Everybody was fine, just a roof damage, power surge damage in couple units, our Internet feed got fried.
Every body was quite shaken. Most of all Jason 😉 Sara was told at the daycare that the thunder was made by a man in the sky playing a drum. Jason is set on telling her how nature works. Before bed Jason is telling her that there is no man in the clouds while she shouts at him that she believes that there is a man in the sky… I just keep laughing at his determination. I knew he will loose, I guess I have to find some educational book or a video explaining lightning 🙂
Jay just told me I’m like a hoarder and I make piles everywhere… how mean of him 😉 I just can’t keep up with my flu and my kid at the same time. Only 3 weekend till the madness is done and maybe our house will return into a tidy state once for all ;))) yeah, keep dreaming Klara